Unbearable Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. Then came rapid jolts, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known people.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a